It's been a while since i last blog. I have been living soulless for the past 2 weeks don't know what to do and stuff for no reason. woke up every morning without any directions in life. Honestly i hate that feeling!! Because I'm not someone that can stay at home and do nothing.
I can have the discipline to run 8-10km 4 times a week and do 1hour workout at home for the rest of the days but i simply can't get myself to check my emails and complete my website. I've been motivating people my whole life but as what the old always say "A doctor can never cure himself". Exactly what's killing me.
I had BBQ yesterday downstairs my place as my Mum friends were coming, prepared the whole day and was dead tired. to be honest the BBQ wasn't really that fun as expected. The bottle of "Martel" that Nikki brought down wasn't even open and it's lying on the shelf now.
I just got back less then 45min from my 8km run. Before my run i was home watching "National Geographic" channel and saw a program filming how those life guards saves life on the beach in the states. They are working happily everyday because they love helping people and saving life's. I have always wanted to be a life guard as i was a swimmer when i was in primary school but later on fall-in-love with basketball and stop my swimming. Thinking for going for life guard courses and maybe work part-time as a life guard at Sentosa??
No matter wad i have been lazing around doing nothing for too long and i need to get my fat ass working on my own career, have already spent too much money and wasted too much time.
I'll work my "FAT ASS" off and make sure i make enough to buy a new flat for my mum and make my company a brand in Singapore using only 8months! I need to get my confidence back before my devil side ate it all up.
if anyone of you manage to read till here.. Naoki highly appreciate it. Signing off now =D
Kamiya Naoki =D
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